( T__T )

Malam ni aku rasa sgt tacing. Tak tahu la kenape.
Tetibe sebak yang aku rase cam tak leh tahan.

S.E.R.A.B.U.T

Serabut pikiran aku hari ni. Satu benda ape pn aku takley nk buat!

Kepala pening dgn perasaan bersalah, kesian, tak puas hati dan marah pun ade.
Pergh, tekanan kalau tiap2 hari aku mcm ni. Memang xberkembang otak. lemau kot! masuk angin!

aku da amek keputusan untuk menamatkn hubungan aku dgn dia yg da hampir 5 tahun ni. Yg peliknya aku xsedih tapi lega bile aku suarakan isi hati aku yg da lame terpendam. Penat dan perasaan nak bebas tu membuak2 sampaikn pade satu tahap itu da luar batasan aku. Off limit! aku dah xley tahan. Karenah, permasalahan yg bertimbun2 yg aku rase aku sorg je tanggung dan ketidaksefahaman dalam byk perkara. Aku rase cukupla sampai kt sini.

Aku mintak maaf aku terpaksa mungkir janji kt engkau yang aku akan tetap bersama walau apa pun terjadi. Aku tak mampu memaksa diri aku lagi. Dalam hati aku ttp nk berkawan tp bile melihat wajah kau yg tak dapat terima kenyataan ni, aku jadi serba salah. Aku terpaksa lakukan jgk. Aku perlu keluar dari hidup kau. Aku harap kau faham, mungkin bukan sekarang tp di ms akan datang. Mmg ssh nk terima tp ini adalah kehendak hati aku. Ini la yang terbaik dpd aku bersama kau, kau akan bersedih setiap hari melihat akan tingkah laku aku yg sekian hari berubah. hanya masa menentukan segalanya, aku tahu kau seorng yang tabah.

Aku benar2 mintak maaf kt kau.

Sekian.

you know i'm no good

what's happening? Actually i couldn't understand my own feeling.

I want to call-off this relationship, I already had too much. But I was too scared to be left alone.
Maybe I look strong but deep within, i am fragile as glass.

If i knew it for the first place, i won't let myself to taste the bitterness of love.

training week....

this week i was sent to a training.
i was craving to get to this training before but after such a long period, finally they sent me to it (which some times, i thought it's already too late for it, since the project is near accomplish). but never mind, don't lose any opportunity upfront you. just grab it and enjoy the moment.

the uttermost feeling...

sometimes i feel like i'm broken...
sometimes i feel like i'm nothing...
and sometimes i feel like i'm lost...

but it's just a failed truth...
which i couldn't let myself to stop proving to no one...
like in an empty space, i was in the middle of nowhere...
ignored of existence
like a tiny penny rolling out of the bank
only a penniless would encounter

di kala bulan mengambang...

Dikala bulan mengambang... tp skrg tgh hari :)
Saje je letak title cmtu, mcm jiwang sket kn.

Love is a losing game

For you I was a flame
Love is a losing game
Five story fire as you came
Love is a losing game

First post after a long break...

Dear blog,

I once thought to revamp you as to make you more appealing towards the audience. But then, never mind. Just forget it.

Because you and me are made from a very special bonding which no one else had.

Sincere regards,
Your owner.

Minal Aidin Wal Faizin & Merdeka!

Happy Eid ul-Fitr to all muslim around the world. And Happy Independent Day to all Malaysian!

I'm am happy = the opposite truth

It's already in the middle of the Ramadhan, 15 August 2011. The time counting towards Aidilfitri and also my work keep on multiplying every single day without any sign of quitting.

Getting tired and exhausted. My energy mauled to break free my inner head as to finish all the pending or I'm perished! Ya Allah, blessed me, strengthen my soul and give me patient to endure this heart-throbbing month. I hope that I could possibly celebrate the holy month of Aidilfitri with my beloved family, not in this lonely room instead. :( cross fingers!

Skyscrapper

Skies are crying
I am watching
Catching teardrops in my hands
Only silence as it's ending, like we never had a chance
Do you have to, make me feel like there is nothing left of me?

[Chorus]
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like i'm made of glass
Like i'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper!
Like a skyscraper!

As the smoke clears
I awaken, and untangle you from me
Would it make you, feel better to watch me while I bleed?
All my windows, still are broken
But I'm standing on my feet

[Chorus]
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am


Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper!
Like a skyscraper!

[Bridge]
Go run, run, run
I'm gonna stay right here
Watch you disappear, yeah
Go run, run, run
Yeah it's a long way down
But I am closer to the clouds up here

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper, Oh
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground

Like a skyscraper!
Like a skyscraper!

Like a skyscraper!
Like a skyscraper!

Selamat Berpuasa

Ramadhan datang lagi. Dan aku berpuasa lagi diperantauan. Rindu dengan suasana bersahur di kampung halaman. Derap kaki ayah menuju ke bilik mengejutkan aku untuk bangun sahur sentiasa segar dalam ingatan. Bunyi masakan berdesir tatkala dipanaskan memang tak mungkin aku lupakan. Lepas siap makanan terhidang, ayah akan suruh aku membaca doa makan dan niat berpuasa. Aku selalu makan sedikit ketika sahur sebab aku lebih melayan mataku yang sepertinya kena gam. Nanti tengah hari mula la perut memulas sebab kelaparan. Hehe. Kenangan berpuasa masa kecil memang menyeronokkan. Kalau diingat kembali, lawak pun ada. Malu pulak nak bercerita di sini. Anyway, to all muslim around the world, happy fasting and may Allah blessed you. Despite all the turbulence around you, may this sacred month can bring you a brink of light in the darkest moment of your life. Marhaban Ya Ramadhan.

quote

sad love quote

just a dream

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

I was at the top and I was like I’m at the basement.
Number one spot and now she found her a replacement.
I swear now I can't take it, knowing somebody's got my baby.
And now you ain't around, baby I can't think.
Shoulda put it down. Shoulda got that ring.
Cuz I can still feel it in the air.
See her pretty face run my fingers through her hair.

My lover, my life. My shorty, my wife.
She left me, I'm tied.
Cuz I knew that it just ain't right.

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

When I be ridin man I swear I see her face at every turn.
Tryin to get my usher over, I can let it burn.
And I just hope she notice she the only one I yearn for.
Oh I miss her when will I learn?

Didn't give her all my love, I guess now I got my payback.
Now I'm in the club thinkin all about my baby.


Hey, she was so easy to love. But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough.

I'm goin through it every time that I'm alone.
And now i'm missin, wishin she'd pick up the phone.
But she made a decision that she wanted to move one.
Cuz I was wrong.

And I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.
I said, if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

And I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream

How to love~

You had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out
How to love
How to love

You had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever
Now you in this corner tryna put it together
How to love
How to love

For a second you were here
Now you over there
Its hard not to stare, the way you moving your body
Like you never had a love
Never had a love

When you was just a young’un you’re looks were so precious
But now your grown up
So fly its like a blessing but you can’t have a man look at you for 5 seconds
Without you being insecure
You never credit yourself, so when you got older
It’s seems like you came back 10 times over
Now you’re sitting here in this damn corner
Looking through all your thoughts and looking over your shoulder

See you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out
How to love
How to love

See you had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever
Now you in this corner tryna put it together
How to love
How to love

For a second you were here
Why you over there?
Its hard not to stare the way you moving your body
Like you never had a love
Had a love

You had a lot of dreams that transformed to visions
The fact that you saw the world affected all your decisions
But it wasn’t your fault
Wasn’t in your intentions
You the one here talking to me
You don’t wanna listen
But I admire your poppin bottles and dippin’
Just as much as you admire bartending and stripping
Baby, so don’t be mad
Nobody else trippin
You see a lot of crooks and the crooks still crook

See You had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out
How to love
How to love

See you had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever
Now you in this corner tryna put it together
How to love
How to love

Oooh,
See I just want you to know
That you deserve the best
You’re beautiful
You’re beautiful
Yeah

And I want you to know, you’re far from the usual
Far from the usual

You see you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out
How to love
How to love

See you had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever
Now you in this corner tryna put it together
How to love
How to love

See you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out
How to love
How to love

See you had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever
Now you in this corner tryna put it together
How to love
How to love 

Have I told you I ache...

Isn't it strange, the way things can change
The life that you lead, turned on it's head
suddenly someone, means more than you felt before
house and its yard, turns into home.
I'm sorry but I meant to say, many things along the way, so this one's for you.

Have I told you I ache, have I told you I ache,
Have I told you I ache, for you...

Have I told you I ache, and I hope it's not too late,
Can I hold you and ache, for you...

The time that it took, writing words for my book,
seems to have broken off.

The gate that I shut,
last time I got hurt
seems to have opened itself
oh the world it's spinnin' now,
it's tryin' catch me up
tell me to appreciate, here and now
I'm sorry but I meant to say
so many things along the way
so this one's for you.

Have I told you I ache, Have I told you I ache, have I told you I ache, for you...

Have I told you I ache, and I hope it's not too late, can I hold you and ache, for you... 

Quote of the Day~

Fat = Lemak = Gemuk!

I have to admit that i'm getting bigger every day. In more common words, i'm getting FAT!

Usually, I'm not really concern about it, really. BUT, when each and everyone I met everyday saying I'm fatter than before... Oh, my mind really can't stop thinking about it! Urgh...

People say when you are getting fat, there are several things that you let it happened. Such as:-

• You're obviously TENSION. Yup, indeed. the more tension you are, the higher possibilities of your brain to instruct your muscles and nerve to used your inner energy. And eventually, you'll become hungry. Because, each and every cell will have to work for you since your mind kept thinking things that tighten your face and nerves, pulling your muscles tightly which cause you back pain, head ache, migraine and all stuff that burn your energy in inappropriate way. Frankly speaking, tension makes you eat unhealthy!
• Secondly, you are L.A.Z.Y. Lazy to walk, lazy to jog, lazy to run, lazy to climb, everything is LAZY! When you ate tooo much, your digestion system is being loaded with lots of food that makes each and every section of the system to work extra hours just to burn it. Imagine that if you start your car and drive it all day long without rest it, what would happen? Engine breakdown, the fuel empty and everything will heating up. Same goes to your stomach. When the workload happen, it'll no more in capabilities to burn the fat that goes in. And where the fat will go if they did not die? They will hide into your belly, your tummy, and of course your butt! =)
• Third, we're just human being! =) We create a lot of excuses to deny the fact that our body is building up their own spare parts that actually not worth it at all. We're living in denial (most people said this) where we pretending we did not see anything. 

So, we have identify the problems and what should we do? Actually,from the beginning, we already notice the next action to overcome the problems however we're demotivated,or in other words, we did not discipline ourselves. But, how long we need to stay this way right? Deep in our heart, we really want to change for the better, not for the worse! We should start now ( actually I mean it to myself ... hehe..), start to eat healthy and live healthy.

I will try to change from now on. Because I know I can do it. So do you!

tetibe....

teringat status mmbr FB aku lame dlu. Die same tarikh lahir dgn aku, so kiterng byk persamaan... so aku like r status die yg berbunyik...

"Nk aku merajuk 3 hari ke 3 tahun? mane satu ko nk?"

kelakar, tp aku dgn die byk persamaan. Sekali terkena, selamanya serik. Takkan marah klu tnp sebab. hurm. hehe... ok r. chow! nk smbung keje XD

Oh Monday dan ceramah personaliti!

Pagi yg agak lemau... mate aku kuyu semcm sbb smlm balik lewat. Tawaf byk kali kt downtown danau kota. Layanzz jer la... lagipun da jarang jgk r aku kuar skrg nih! ehe... tp mmg ssh r nk bgn keesokan harinye... smpi umh da pkl 3am kot... mmg  lembab r kelopak mate aku nk bgn pepagi senin nih...

Anyway, semlm sblm balik, tersentap jap dgn kata2 ayah angkat aku. huhu! Da berbulan aku tak g potong rambut. Almaklum agak bz sejak kebelakangan ni, semata2 nk kejar dateline. Alhamdulillah berjalan lancar. Berbalik pd isu potong rambut, aku potong la pd kadar yg xde la pendek sgt kot sbb aku agak rimas la dgn rambut aku yg agak panjang menggeletek leher aku ni. Rimas dow! So balik dr potong rambut, kena ceramah la psl personaliti ni. Biasela, klu da perempuan, mesti kene ceramah psl bergaya ayu gitu. haish! Aku klu bab cmni, mmg aku lawan balik kt mak aku kt kpg. hehe! Mak aku saje je utarakan isu ni klu balik kpg tp sbnrnye die lebih suke aku yg agak tomboy ni. Simple katenye. Xde byk songeh mcm kakak2 aku. Tp berlainan dgn family angkat aku kt sini, especially ayah angkat aku tu. Pantang tgk anak dara die potong rambut sket. Melenting. Dgn aku2 sekali terkena. Yg xbestnyer tu, tgh2 nk menjamu selera kne ceramah. Trus hilang sedap mknn yg dikunyah tu. Da la lauk sedap2. Terasa perit semcm. Aku mkn beberapa suap jek, trus blah sbb xde selera siot. huhu.

Kate ayah angkat aku tu, penampilan aku n anak die ni  tak MATURED. Bkn mcm lepasan graduan ler katenye. Mcm budak2 lepasan SPM jek. hurm... nak je aku ckp, pakcik, org yg berlagak MATURED tu la yg paling TAK matured sebenarnye. Ape salahnye kite sbg org muda nk bergaya mengikut peredaran masa? Salah ke kite nk up-to-date? Salah ke? Mcm mane interpretasi keMATANGan tu sebenarnye? Dalam buku2 sekolah takde pun ajar utk menjadi seorg yg MATANG, kite perlu memakai pakaian sebegini dan bukan sebegitu. Ade ke? Yang aku tahu konsep keMATANGan ni adalah, cukup umur, pandai membuat keputusan dan bertindak atas dasar kewarasan. Takde satu pun ayat menyatakan kite perlu berpakaian seperti itu dan ini. Bg aku, kalau gaye je lebih, tapi habuk pun takde, toksah ler bergaya sgt. Org tua2 ckp LOYAR buruk.

Hurm, entahla. Perlu ke nk bergaya sgt time nk tgk tv n nk mkn mlm dgn famili? Bg aku santai pn dah memadai. Setakat nk pegi beli ikan n sayur kt pasar perlu ke nk bergaya sakan? Bukannye nk g interview kot. Yg penting, aku  tak merokok, aku x hisap dadah, aku x hisap ganja, aku xmencuri, aku xmerompak dan xmenyusahkan org lain. Ape yg aku pakai, dtg dr titik peluh aku mencari rezeki, bukannye g mtk sedekah kn. Tak MATURED pun atleast aku ade kerjaya. Bg aku, yg penting kite tahu asal usul kite, kite tahu siape diri kite sebenarnya dan tahu utk jaga keperibadian kite. Buat ape jd org lain hanya stakat nk memuaskn hati org lain yg belum tentu faham, yg belum tentu kenal dan belum tentu kisah psl kite. Xpela, bg aku, aku jdkan kritikan pakcik sbg satu nasihat. Tak semestinya aku selamanya begini kan? Mase mude kite buat la care muda. jgn plak da tua, bru nk berlagak mcm org muda. Hai, len plak jd nyer nnt.

HUHAHUHA

Pagi2 da wat lawak! hehe!

Pg ni aku de meeting, start pkul 9am. So browse r jap outlook kt pc tu, kot2 ade clash dgn bnd len ke kan. Skali ade training lak on the same day! OMG! Setengah hari lak tuh! Ayo, kelam kabut r senior aku yg aku xleyh nk join meeting tu sbb clash pnyer psl.

Dgn bersungguhnyer, g r test jap laptop utk training tu td. Siap test projector lah sume. Semangat! Skali check punye check, training tu keesokkan nye plak. LORH! Kecoh lak pepagi nih! XD

Rupe2nye, bile kite send acceptance kite utk invitation yg di request from Outlook, automatic die akan convert the date to US & CANADA regional time! Xke mcm hancuss tu! tu yg tarikh nyer tetibe reverse balik sehari... aduyai, tetibe haru sebab Outlook nyer configuration yg agak confusing! Ngeksss....

Ok r. That's all for now!

At last, happy!

Setelah berbulan-bulan memerah otak, menitiskan segala keringat dan berkorban dari segi mental dan fizikal, akhirnya projek yang memakan masa bertahun-tahun, SIAP! 

Orang datang dan pergi dalam projek ni, tp aku tetap bertahan. Alhamdulillah! Tak sangka, projek yang aku ingat xmunkin akan siap ni, siap jugak akhirnya. hehe! Mcm2 dugaan datang, tp alhamdulilah aku tabah jgk menghadapinye. Mcm2 spekulasi yg hampir nk menjatuhkan motivasi aku pd suatu ketika tu, tp dpt jgk aku tepis. Mcm2 ragam aku lihat pd org sekeliling, tp aku tetap aku.

Some people penalised for work well done

A very good article to read. Seems happen into my current working environment. >>Some people penalised for work well done.

I'm totally agreed with the author. Sometimes, it's not about money, it's about how people appreciate or value your hardworking and passion. Most of the Top Management nowadays don't really care about the livelihood, the happiness and the health of their employee. What they really care is money. They become victim of materialism, not knowing that not all things can be done if you got wealth. Sometimes, what really makes them wealthy is not money, but the employee that works so hard until late at night just for the sake to get their god damn recognition. Peace!

From the inside

I dont know who to trust no surprise
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Heavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies
(Trying not to break but Im so tired of this deceit)
(Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet)
(All I ever think about is this)
(All the tiring time between)
(And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me)

[Chorus]
Take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I wont trust myself with you

Tension is building inside steadily
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me
(Trying not to break but Im so tired of this deceit)
(Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet)
(All I ever think about is this)
(All the tiring time between)
(And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me)

[Chorus]
Take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I wont trust myself with you

I wont waste myself on you
You
You
Waste myself on you
You
You

Ill take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I wont trust myself with you

Everything from the inside and just throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I wont trust myself with you
You
You

In the end

(It starts with one)
One thing I don't know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go

I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

One thing, I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end

You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter 

A Post that touch me...

Thanks to syah. I re-post the entry cuz I really like it! XD! Here's the original entry...<< click >>

Dalam dunia ini, kita tidak punya sesiapa kecuali diri sendiri.. tetapi dalam kita bersendiri, kita beruntung kerana mempunyai seorang sahabat yang memahami kita.
Sebagaimana kita mengharapkan keikhlasan dan kejujuran seorang sahabat, begitu juga dia.
Tetapi kita sering terlupa akan hal itu. Kita cuma mengambil kira tentang harapan dan perasaan kita.Kita rasa dikhianati bila dia tidak menepati janjinya. Kita tidak memberi dia peluang untuk menerang kan keadaannya.

Bagi kita, itu alasannya untuk menutup kesilapan dan membela diri. Kita terlupa, kita juga pernah membiarkan dia ternanti-nanti.... kerana kita juga ada janji yang tidak ditepati. Kita beri beribu alasan, 'memaksa' dia menerima alasan kita. Waktu itu, terfikirkah kita tentang perasaannya??? Seperti kita, dia juga tahu rasa kecewa....tetapi kita sering terlupa.

Untungnya mempunyai seorang sahabat yang sentiasa di sisi kita pada waktu kita memerlukan dia.Dia mendengar luahan perasaan kita, segala rasa kecewa dan ketakutan, harapan dan impian kita luahkan, dia memberi jalan sebagai laluan penyelesaian masalah.

Selalunya kita terlalu asyik bercerita tentang diri kita hingga kadang-kadang terlupa kawan kita juga ada cerita yang ingin dikongsi bersama kita.

Pernahkah kita memberi dia peluang untuk menceritakan tentang rasa?
Pernahkah kita menenangkan dia sebagaimana dia pernah menyabarkan kita?
Ikhlaskah kita mendengar tentang kejayaan dan berita gembiranya?
Mampukah kita menjadi sumber kekuatannya seperti mana dia meniup semangat setiap kali kita merasa kecewa dan menyerah kalah?
Dapatkah kita yakinkan dia bahawa kita boleh dipercayai, kita boleh dijadikan tempat untuk bersandar bila terasa lemah, agar tidak rebah?
Bolehkah kita menjadi bahu untuk dia sandarkan harapan?

Sesekali jadilah sahabat yang mendengar dari yang hanya bercerita. Ambillah masa untuk memahami hati dan perasaan sahabat, kerana dia juga seorang manusia, dia juga ada rasa takut, ada rasa bimbang, sedih dan kecewa.

Dia juga ada kelemahan dan dia juga perlukan sahabat sebagai kekuatan. Jadilah kita sahabatnya itu. Kita selalu melihat dia ketawa, tetapi mungkin sebenarnya dia tidak setabah yang kita sangka.Disebalik senyumannya itu, mungkin banyak cerita sedih yang ingin diluahkan,disebalik kesenangannya, mungkin tersimpan seribu kekalutan, kita tidak tahu.......tetapi jika kita cuba menjadi sahabat seperti dia, mungkin kita akan tahu.

Yang manakah satu aku??ku cuba muhasabah diri merenungi dan menilai kembali.....

No pain No Gain!

Yesza! That's the update for this entry. No pain, NO gain! Well said! Strive hard to get hard! If you walk a mile, you won't get more than a mile... So there's no way to success if you're not sweating.

If you wanna be the best, work like a best!

quote for today...

nothing personal ... just simple thoughts

It's very cold tonight. As usual, I'm all alone at the living room. After satisfying myself with some great movies, I thought thats it.

Been sometimes I never wrote to this blog, just a few quotes to share with. I couldn't barely interpret what's on my mind all this while since I might get loose by my own emotion, so I just thought to have a break. Maybe just to lose something up, perhaps I say to settle down everything that tangle my mind all this long.

Yep, sometime life doesn't seem so smooth as planned, but if it was, we might easily get bored. We need some surprise or I say some KICK to wake us up from our own world. Let say to remind ourself that we're not alone to build all of the memory on this world.

Sometimes, when I looked back of all the things that being filmed inside my brain, people would say, you might regret them. But for me, I never thought it would be a regret or a disappointment, but I would say it was more as a lesson that we have to learn to be  a better human being. That is what life is.

No one can turn back history. No one can fix what has been done. But, remember we can change the future. We can change the result from negative to positive aftermath. We control the result if we believe we could. No one will change our fate if we don't want to break the glass.

JS

quote to remember...

Listen....

Listen, to the song here in my heart

A melody I start but can't complete

Listen to the sound from deep within

It's only beginning to find release

Oh, the time has come for my dreams to be heard

They will not be pushed aside and turned

Into your own all 'cause you won't

Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads

I'm not at home in my own home

And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind

You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you

You don't know what I'm feeling

I'm more than what you made of me

I followed the voice you gave to me

But now I've gotta find my own

You should have listened, there is someone here inside

Someone I thought had died so long ago

Oh, I'm screaming out and my dreams will be heard

They will not be pushed aside on words

Into your own all 'cause you won't

Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads

I'm not at home in my own home

And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind

You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you

You don't know what I'm feeling

I'm more than what you made of me

I followed the voice you gave to me

But now I've gotta find my own

I don't know where I belong

But I'll be moving on

If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart

A melody I start but I will complete

Oh, now I'm done believing you

You don't know what I'm feeling

I'm more than what you made of me

I followed the voice you think you gave to me

But now I've gotta find my own, my own

a thought... finally

thanks, cuz you taught me something that I will never forget

...FOREVER...

Syukur

Alhamdulillah.... Syukur aku pnjtkn ke hadrat Illahi. Segala kurnian rahmat hanyalah dari Mu Ya Allah.

Syukur, tak dpt aku nk gmbrkn betapa gembiranye aku bila ayah aku sihat. Segala kegusaran hati aku selama ni kembali tenang. Alhamdulillah. Dan satu lagi berita gembira buat aku, rezeki kami sekeluarga bertambah. Syukur alhamdulillah... aku xsangka semuanya berlaku dlm mase yg terdekat ni.

Penat lelah aku akhirnya terbalas dan aku takkan sekali2 berputus asa dan berpuas hati dgn ape yg aku kecapi skrg. Ape yg penting, terus berusaha dan buat yg terbaik kerana ibu dan ayah. Amin, moga Allah memperkenankannya.

server down...

Dr smlm da server down... aiyoyo! sengal r, xleyh nk wt kije...

aku paling xsuke delay2 nih... makin ditangguh, makin bertimbun ler jwbnye kije... huhu

aduhai server... cpt2la ok yek... tp aku ttp posting quote of the day utk hr nih! Peace!

~ quote of the day ~

23/02/2011

Pening lalat mlm ni. Byk mkn kambingsss siot! tpks ler telan pil panadol.

Bkn takat pening mkn kambingzzz, aku pn pening dgn beberapa isu yg boleh la memualkn aku. Aku mls nk komen byk ttg isu2 ni sbb nasihat seseorg kt aku, klu kite makin menggalakkan bnd tu, smpi bila2 pn bnd tu xkn selesai. Mcm api, ko makin letak minyak, makin menjadi r die. So aku buat keputusan utk let go of everything, i will never think of it anymore and eventually things will be smoother. I hope so la.

Kepala pn da pening, aku pn ingin melabuhkan tirai blog aku nih. Nyte uols!

JS

~ quote of the day~

~ quote of the day ~

~ quote of the day ~

~ quote of the day ~

~ quote of the day ~

quote of the day

JS.

~ quote of the day~

quote of the day

JS.

Tahun Baru yg Lemau??

Yesh, lemau dan sangau dan segale2 nye...

Q: Ape kes lemau2 nih?
Tu r, ckp tahun baru tp pelik lak ase tahun baru ni cm kureng lak semangat... First2 week je aku da sakit! huhu... Tu yg lemah smcm je g opis. Klu x, aku la yg paling 'energetic'... ye ke? opppss

Q: Azam baru xde ke?
Mesti la ade... xde la baru sgt bunn... yg penting ade... ehe!

Q: Boleyh tunaikan ke azam tu?
InsyaAllah... boleh je! SBB:-

JS.

Monday to Friday~~

Bosan dan terus bosan... kenape? Aku da mcm robot. Pe kes? Sbb aku sendiri yg nak jadi robot! huahuahua. Yg pasti kebosanan tu melalut hingga aku menukar background blog aku yg karut ni. Terserlah kebosanan aku da dgn background ni. :P

Q: Update kali ni?? 

Okeyh, aku berjaya membuat life aku agak kelam dan kabut... yes, trimas! Tp disebalik kekabutan dan kekelaman tu, aku dpt mencari sesuatu yg aku lost dr dulu lagi... iaitu:- Keseronokkan hidup bersama kengkawan (tenkiu kengkawan opis) and Keenjoyan diri yg aku lame tak rase sejak bergelar kuli... Dlm pd tu, aku pn tgh mengusaha bisnis kecil2an... check dis out!

Q: Ade problem lagi ke?? 

Sape xde problem kn... hatta cacing dlm tanah pn der problem... hehe! Byk mende berselirat dlm wayar kepale aku ni, smpi bersimpul2 ssh nk lerai kn da... tp LIFE MUST GO ON! Lantak org la nk ckp pe SBB~~

Tu saje utk kali nih... ADIOS AMIGOS, GUA MAU BERAMBUS!

JS.