Have I told you I ache...

Isn't it strange, the way things can change
The life that you lead, turned on it's head
suddenly someone, means more than you felt before
house and its yard, turns into home.
I'm sorry but I meant to say, many things along the way, so this one's for you.

Have I told you I ache, have I told you I ache,
Have I told you I ache, for you...

Have I told you I ache, and I hope it's not too late,
Can I hold you and ache, for you...

The time that it took, writing words for my book,
seems to have broken off.

The gate that I shut,
last time I got hurt
seems to have opened itself
oh the world it's spinnin' now,
it's tryin' catch me up
tell me to appreciate, here and now
I'm sorry but I meant to say
so many things along the way
so this one's for you.

Have I told you I ache, Have I told you I ache, have I told you I ache, for you...

Have I told you I ache, and I hope it's not too late, can I hold you and ache, for you... 

Quote of the Day~

Fat = Lemak = Gemuk!

I have to admit that i'm getting bigger every day. In more common words, i'm getting FAT!

Usually, I'm not really concern about it, really. BUT, when each and everyone I met everyday saying I'm fatter than before... Oh, my mind really can't stop thinking about it! Urgh...

People say when you are getting fat, there are several things that you let it happened. Such as:-

• You're obviously TENSION. Yup, indeed. the more tension you are, the higher possibilities of your brain to instruct your muscles and nerve to used your inner energy. And eventually, you'll become hungry. Because, each and every cell will have to work for you since your mind kept thinking things that tighten your face and nerves, pulling your muscles tightly which cause you back pain, head ache, migraine and all stuff that burn your energy in inappropriate way. Frankly speaking, tension makes you eat unhealthy!
• Secondly, you are L.A.Z.Y. Lazy to walk, lazy to jog, lazy to run, lazy to climb, everything is LAZY! When you ate tooo much, your digestion system is being loaded with lots of food that makes each and every section of the system to work extra hours just to burn it. Imagine that if you start your car and drive it all day long without rest it, what would happen? Engine breakdown, the fuel empty and everything will heating up. Same goes to your stomach. When the workload happen, it'll no more in capabilities to burn the fat that goes in. And where the fat will go if they did not die? They will hide into your belly, your tummy, and of course your butt! =)
• Third, we're just human being! =) We create a lot of excuses to deny the fact that our body is building up their own spare parts that actually not worth it at all. We're living in denial (most people said this) where we pretending we did not see anything. 

So, we have identify the problems and what should we do? Actually,from the beginning, we already notice the next action to overcome the problems however we're demotivated,or in other words, we did not discipline ourselves. But, how long we need to stay this way right? Deep in our heart, we really want to change for the better, not for the worse! We should start now ( actually I mean it to myself ... hehe..), start to eat healthy and live healthy.

I will try to change from now on. Because I know I can do it. So do you!

tetibe....

teringat status mmbr FB aku lame dlu. Die same tarikh lahir dgn aku, so kiterng byk persamaan... so aku like r status die yg berbunyik...

"Nk aku merajuk 3 hari ke 3 tahun? mane satu ko nk?"

kelakar, tp aku dgn die byk persamaan. Sekali terkena, selamanya serik. Takkan marah klu tnp sebab. hurm. hehe... ok r. chow! nk smbung keje XD

Oh Monday dan ceramah personaliti!

Pagi yg agak lemau... mate aku kuyu semcm sbb smlm balik lewat. Tawaf byk kali kt downtown danau kota. Layanzz jer la... lagipun da jarang jgk r aku kuar skrg nih! ehe... tp mmg ssh r nk bgn keesokan harinye... smpi umh da pkl 3am kot... mmg  lembab r kelopak mate aku nk bgn pepagi senin nih...

Anyway, semlm sblm balik, tersentap jap dgn kata2 ayah angkat aku. huhu! Da berbulan aku tak g potong rambut. Almaklum agak bz sejak kebelakangan ni, semata2 nk kejar dateline. Alhamdulillah berjalan lancar. Berbalik pd isu potong rambut, aku potong la pd kadar yg xde la pendek sgt kot sbb aku agak rimas la dgn rambut aku yg agak panjang menggeletek leher aku ni. Rimas dow! So balik dr potong rambut, kena ceramah la psl personaliti ni. Biasela, klu da perempuan, mesti kene ceramah psl bergaya ayu gitu. haish! Aku klu bab cmni, mmg aku lawan balik kt mak aku kt kpg. hehe! Mak aku saje je utarakan isu ni klu balik kpg tp sbnrnye die lebih suke aku yg agak tomboy ni. Simple katenye. Xde byk songeh mcm kakak2 aku. Tp berlainan dgn family angkat aku kt sini, especially ayah angkat aku tu. Pantang tgk anak dara die potong rambut sket. Melenting. Dgn aku2 sekali terkena. Yg xbestnyer tu, tgh2 nk menjamu selera kne ceramah. Trus hilang sedap mknn yg dikunyah tu. Da la lauk sedap2. Terasa perit semcm. Aku mkn beberapa suap jek, trus blah sbb xde selera siot. huhu.

Kate ayah angkat aku tu, penampilan aku n anak die ni  tak MATURED. Bkn mcm lepasan graduan ler katenye. Mcm budak2 lepasan SPM jek. hurm... nak je aku ckp, pakcik, org yg berlagak MATURED tu la yg paling TAK matured sebenarnye. Ape salahnye kite sbg org muda nk bergaya mengikut peredaran masa? Salah ke kite nk up-to-date? Salah ke? Mcm mane interpretasi keMATANGan tu sebenarnye? Dalam buku2 sekolah takde pun ajar utk menjadi seorg yg MATANG, kite perlu memakai pakaian sebegini dan bukan sebegitu. Ade ke? Yang aku tahu konsep keMATANGan ni adalah, cukup umur, pandai membuat keputusan dan bertindak atas dasar kewarasan. Takde satu pun ayat menyatakan kite perlu berpakaian seperti itu dan ini. Bg aku, kalau gaye je lebih, tapi habuk pun takde, toksah ler bergaya sgt. Org tua2 ckp LOYAR buruk.

Hurm, entahla. Perlu ke nk bergaya sgt time nk tgk tv n nk mkn mlm dgn famili? Bg aku santai pn dah memadai. Setakat nk pegi beli ikan n sayur kt pasar perlu ke nk bergaya sakan? Bukannye nk g interview kot. Yg penting, aku  tak merokok, aku x hisap dadah, aku x hisap ganja, aku xmencuri, aku xmerompak dan xmenyusahkan org lain. Ape yg aku pakai, dtg dr titik peluh aku mencari rezeki, bukannye g mtk sedekah kn. Tak MATURED pun atleast aku ade kerjaya. Bg aku, yg penting kite tahu asal usul kite, kite tahu siape diri kite sebenarnya dan tahu utk jaga keperibadian kite. Buat ape jd org lain hanya stakat nk memuaskn hati org lain yg belum tentu faham, yg belum tentu kenal dan belum tentu kisah psl kite. Xpela, bg aku, aku jdkan kritikan pakcik sbg satu nasihat. Tak semestinya aku selamanya begini kan? Mase mude kite buat la care muda. jgn plak da tua, bru nk berlagak mcm org muda. Hai, len plak jd nyer nnt.