Woohooo!... It's time for me to end up my life as a student. It's really thrilled me, but somehow i feel that i'm gonna miss all the moment of my study here.
Lots of memory and lots of story back then, that will be my recipe to enter the new world of corporates... i dunno if i can survive or maybe i lose... nobody knows.
If we can expect what will happen next, maybe this world is not really the best place for us. And maybe, we can't experience and feel the words of fail, lose, and survive. Nobody knows.
But, deep in my heart could say to me that i have to move on, no matter what would happened, i should continue my life without feeling regret or upset of whatever past had spoken. Tonight, i really feel that this life is really growing so fast, never thinking her mind to wait for me and walk with me together. And i feels like, the past really want to let me go, giving me the chance to experience something new in this life.
Sometimes i feel afraid to know that i am now an adult, ready to setting up my own life, standing on my own feet, no more guidance by my parent. It's a big challenge though, and it is a big transition to me since last time when i realize i am a girl.... haha! that time was really funny, when i was confused with my own body, started to transfer into full girl's body. I was so confused and always compared my body with my brother... until then, i realize that i am a girl... hihi.
I hope that it's going to be smooth and steady after i stepped out from my campus life. And i wish that i can survive with every challenge that i will faced later in the real world.
Signing off ... Jamal S.
