there you go again....

if you're dealing with your past,
be careful!

why?
Because it might hurt you,
especially when it involves monetary issues.

hurm...
Past is past. I never mad or even care about what had happened between us.
Because I already forgot it and I want to move on.
So do you right.

But I don't know,
is it your natural behavior or is it your personal intention,
to ignore whatever it's from me...
including text messages... call? you're not gonna pick it up. enough said.
Even when we're already split, you're still doing it.

Hah!
I don't know anymore.
It's really pain-in-d-SSS when you've something important and urgent,
the people you have to deal with aren't responding at you at all!

Maybe sometimes, I don't know,
you will feel what I felt just now.
Perhaps at that time, you'll remember...
what you've done to me.

People nowadays, is there any word of RESPECT in their life?
JS

it's been a while...

yeah...
it's been a while i didn't post anything here...

My reason?
I think you already know the answer... Busy..
Hah! an easy excuse for anything...
Really works when your long lost friend suddenly called-or-text you, why you seems disappear?
Hello! Duh... I'm still here, I didn't disappear...
I just take sometime for myself...

Yeah, most of my time are wasted for others right...
So, why not, this little time, I should spend it out to myself too...

anyway, there's a lot of things going on actually...
Me, myself n I currently shifting my life... perhaps for the better...

Except that recently, got something unexpected...
Which I always endured everyday though...
but this time, it's different...
I can't imagine the feeling...
but honestly speaking, it really makes me a bit loner you know...

Sometimes, when i'm all alone,
I always say this to myself, why me?
Why God chooses me to endure all of these?
People say, because God know you can.
God know you're strong enough to fight this battle by yourself.
Each of us has our own war.
The thing is, how we fight for it.

Sign off for now.
Till we meet again.
JS