Tentang Dia ...

Remy yang aku kenal ialah seorg yg periang. Memang suke berceloteh dan salah satu habit yang terkenal, suke sngt menyakat org. Remy bleh gak dikategorikn sensitive, sbb bile disakat kadang2 merajuk gak, tp Alhamdulillah senang dipujuk. Hehe! Tetibe lak aku cerita psl si Remy ni. Sape Remy ni? Ape kaitan dgn aku?

Nak dijadikan cerite, Remy ni member aku time aku msih belaja kat matrikulasi Labuan. Cmne aku leh kenal? Aku dgn geng2 aku ni boleh la dikatekan havoc sikit. Perangai pn pelik2. Aku suke tido, Agatha jenis psycho, Octivia plak ganas, Faye lak tak berenti berckp, pastu Andy lak jenis suke melatah, si Asly plak dgn loghat Sabah yg pekat tu. Sbb tu r Remy senang masuk group kiterng. (Ms ni gak r aku dpt gelaran ratu tido… ekekeke!) Sejak dr tu r kiterng ni rapat.

Tp hari ni aku tak nak cerita pasl Remy yg aku kenal dlu. Knape? Sbb aku ade satu cerite yg mungkin bleh dijadikan teladan. Klu dilihat dr segi prestasi blaja, Remy ni bkn calang2 org. SPM straight A, matrikulasi lak 4 flat tiap sem, university tak yah citer la, anugerah dekan je die pulun. Mmg hebat, ckp hebat, tp yg buat die makin hebat, family background die. Tgk prestasi yg mmbanggekn tu mesti korg tak caye family die cmne. Org ingt famili die mesti bahagie, tp hakikat yg sbnr mmg perit. Aku pn xpercaye, tp itulah hakikatnye. Famili die tak seindah yang kite fikirkan. Mcm2 konflik yg berlaku. Klu aku nak citer, mmg sadis. Smpikn die prnh berkate kt aku, rumah die bknlah syurga yg die impikan. Klu org lain meng-Agung2kn ibu yg tlh melahirkan kite, tp die lain, die lebih menyayangi ayahnye yg byk berkorban demi die dan adik beradik. Knape dgn ibu Remy ni? Ckp la aku katekan ibu Remy ni dah kabur dgn kehidupan duniawi, hingga lupe tggjwb ukhrawi. Smpikan aku terfikir, mmg sebijik mcm drama kisah si Remy ni. Tak sangke aku, ade jgk org sebegitu di dunie ni. Aku betul2 respect kt ayah Remy ni, die seorg yg sgt tabah dan sggh sbr dgn karenah isterinye tu. Klu la terkena kt org lain, masyaAllah tak tau la. Dah lme kot diceraikan, tp ayah si Remy ni mmg lelaki sejati. Klu lelaki biase, konfem da cari org lain, tp ayah Remy ni tak pnh berpts asa agar ibu Remy ni sedar dan bertaubat. Baik sggh hati ayah Remy ni.

Aku nasihat kt Remy spy byk2 bersabar dan jgn pts ase berdoa kt Allah spy ibu die sedar dan kembali ke pangkal jalan. Segala dugaan dan ujian yg Allah berikan tu ada hikmahnye, dan terpulang pd kite utk menghadapinye atau tak. Bg aku kisah Remy ni byk menyedarkan aku pd sgale perkara. Sesungguhnye dugaan dan halangan tu bknla alas an utk kite mundur atau tewas tp itulah anjakan atau sebab utk kite terus berjaye. Sbr ye Remy, aku yakin suatu hari nanti, segale kesabaran ko dgn ayah ko akan dibalas. Allah Maha Mengetahui lagi Maha Adil.

courtesy The Stem Cell Blog

JS.

someone that i called ...

Terkejut pn ade, mcm tak percaye pun ade. Lame dah aku tak bercakap dgn die, tp bru je sebentar td aku dpt pangglan dr die. Die tu sape? Mesti tertanye2 kan… Hurm, nak dipendekkan cerite, die tu abang aku. Mcm pelik pn ade sbb selame ni, jarang la die nak telefon aku. Kiterng adik beradik ni agak pelik, klu bab telefon ni, 2, 3 tahun sekali. Tak pun, nak dekat raye baru r telefon bertny kabar. Klu sesaje nak borak tu, kirim salam r. Hubungan kiterng ni mmg tak erat langsung, tp aku tak hairan la. Ade sebab mengape mcm tu.

Dlu mase kecik, aku ni rapat jgk la dgn abg aku yg sorng ni. Kiterng byk berkongsi cerite, die plak jenis suke berkongsi pengalaman. Pengalaman mengurat awek2 die. Hurmm… playboy. Nak ckp hensem, aku lg hensem kot. Hahaha! Maybe la sbb ramai jgk yg kirim salam kt die, aku pn tak fhm. Ye la, klu la dierng tahu abang2 aku tu mcm mn, konpem la dierng tak nak mengurat abang2 aku tu.

Aku berbual dgn die kejap jek. Sekadar bertny kabar. Aku ckp ayah crik die, so nasihat kt die telefon2 la dierng tu. Abg aku ni mls, sbb mesti mak ayah aku tny psl duit. Hurmmm… ye la, die pn da janji nk kirim duit, of kos la ayah aku mengungkit. Ntah la,perangai die tak berubah sejak dlu, pastu teringin nak kawin. Tak fhm la aku! Ntah la. Kadang2 aku cemburu jgk dgn member2 aku yg ade adik beradik yg jenis ok dan memahami ni… Balik kpg je best sbb jmp adik beradik. Len lak mcm aku ni. Hurmm, mls nk crite byk. Hanya aku dan Tuhan je yang taw.

Nape ntah aku cite psl abg aku ni? Aku pn xtaw. Hehe! Sbnrnye aku rindu kemesraan kiterng adik beradik dlu. Bile la sume tu akan kembali…

courtesy from Strollerderby

JS.

Pandangan berbeza...

Hari ni aku agak byk berfikir. Klu dilihat dr personalti seorg Libra, salah satu ciri2 mereka ni kuat berfikir. Ntah ape yg difikirkan tu, tak tau la kan. Ianya subjektf utk semua org. Utk aku, aku slalu berfikir pasl kehidupan. Mcm2 la, benda yg berligat dlm otak aku ni berkisar pd kehidupan aku dulu dan sekarang. Tiap kali aku bersendiri, ade saje bende yang aku nak fikir. Mmg da jadi habit.

Tp mlm ni tetibe aku berfikir pasl cinta. Uiseyh… aku jarang bercerita pasl bende satu ni, nak fikr pn susah, tp entah tetibe jek topic ni terlintas kt fikiran lak. Klu org xknal aku, mungkin die takkan percaye yang aku ni suke bace mutiare kate. Sbb muiare kate ni menarik, penuh pengertian dan maksud tersirat tp tetap senang difahami dan dihayati. Sebaris ayat cukup utk menerangkan sesuatu perkara dgn jelas dan mendalam. Xyh nk wat novel pepanjang, cukupla dgn beberape kerat perkataan jek.

Bagi aku, cinta ni ibarat bola di atas permukaan yang rata. Bola tu putih tak berwarna, ibarat cinta, putih dan suci. Mungkin pd mulenye kite fikir bola tu same sbb lumrah benda bulat, setiap permukaan tak berbeza, tp sebenarnye kite silap. Pada suatu sudut pandangan yang berbeza, kite akan melihat pemandangan yang berbeza. Sbg contoh, klu kite lihat pada sudut tepat 90’ darjah dr sudut atas bola, kita akan lihat bola tu mcm leper. Tp bile kite lihat pd sudut 180’ darjah, pandangan yang berbeza pula akan kelihatan. Kadang2 setiap manusie ni akan membuat andaian berdasarkan ape yang dierng lihat. Persoalannye sekarang, adakah kite ni melihat bola tu secara keseluruhan? Sperti manusia suatu ketika dahulu, takut berlayar sebab ingatkan bumi ni leper. Mcm kite jgk, lihat cinta tu suatu yang menyakitkan sebab kite hanye melihat cinta itu di suatu sudut sahaje. Kite tak pernah terfikir pun yang sebenarnye cinta tu mcm bola, kite fikir hitam sbb kite lihat dr sudut bawah, memang la hitam sebab dikaburi dgn bayang2. Tp kite terlupe ada suatu sudut di permukaan bola tu yang cerah dan terang benderang, malangnye kite tak sedar tu semue.

Mungkin kite tak dapat lihat kesemuanye tp ape yang kite dpt buat ialah mencari suatu sudut yang sesuai agar pandangan kite ni boleh melihat secare keseluruhan tp bukan semue. Sbb lumrah manusia, tidak ade yang sempurna melainkan Allah yang Maha Esa. Kesimpulanya, Sentiasalah berusaha utk melihat cinta itu secara menyeluruh bukan hanya melihat dari sudut pandangan shj, supaye kite lebih memahami dan menghayati cinta yang sebenarnye.

JS.

Another post...

Kemengantukan melanda. I am so sleepy today. My eyes are really exhausted and forcing my mind to indulge their need to rest. But I’m not going to surrender man! Because my big bosses are in front of me right now. What will happen if they realize that one of their staff is visiting the other world peacefully (tgh syok bermimpi… ekeke!) without their notice? I don’t have to answer that because perhaps you guys already know the consequences right! Huhu… T_T

Anyway, last weekend have been really busy days for me, but yet exciting. We’re so productive since we didn’t waste any time to excite our brain and emotion with activities. Jungle tracking, karaoke, lepaking, window shopping a bit, cuci mata which watching some “hot stuff” nearby hehe… we really did fulfill all the time effectively…. ;) For this time, I write my experience to climb Broga Hill which was really exciting. I and my friends have promise to come back again next time.

It was Saturday … At early morning, before ayam - ayam not yet awake from their dream, we start our trip to Broga Hill. It’s somewhere in Semenyih which it’s also my first trip to there. We nearly lost since our “GPS” not really working that day… hehe, because all of us never been there before, but thank God we made it. We arrived at about 6.20am, and then we start climbing. It’s challenging though because we didn’t prepare any proper equipment but that didn’t stop our spirit to conquer the Great Broga Hill… hehe! At first it seems easy, but when we’re nearly arriving at the hilltop, there’s a very dangerous steep to be faced. I have some experienced climbing hillside before, during my study and I applied some of the tips, so that you will not be weary or exhausted while climbing.

Then every sacrifice is paid off when we saw a beautiful view on the hilltop. It was startling, yet really inspiring. I recommended to those who really love to take picture to visit Broga Hill as to complete their collection. What really disappoint me that day was that, I couldn’t take any picture since my mobile phone didn’t have any camera. HUHU… I missed my old mobile phone. It was stolen last year which traumatize me to buy new mobile phone. Now I know it’s important to have mobile phone with camera nowadays, and looking forward to buy a new one. Hehe!

courtesy of Pixel Amour Photography

Regards,

JS

Jangan menyerah...

This is for someone that I care about. I hope that what had happened recently will never slow down her spirits. I know I couldn’t do much, but perhaps she know that as a friend, I’ll be there for her. This is for u.

Jangan menyerah - D-masiv

Let's learn something!

Let’s learn some of my native language that is Melanau language. I may be not the best person to teach this to u guys out there, but I try my best.

For starters, I’ll teach the most basic language which is the most essential things that u have to know in Melanau’s. Okay, I have listed some of them below:

1. Eat – Keman (pronounce as Ke-man)
2. Drink – Tuteng (pronounce as Two-teng)
3. Sleep – Tudui (pronounce as Two-do-i)
4. Cloth (in Malay – ‘Baju’) – Bajew (pronounce as Ba-je-u)
5. Pants (in Malay – ‘seluar’) – Seluah (pronounce as Se-Lu-wah)
6. Cry – Menangeh (pronounce as Men-na-ngeh)
7. House – Lebok (Pronounce as Le-Bo-k)
8. Pee (in Malay –‘Kencing’) – Sinek (pronounce as C-Nek)
9. Walk (in Malay –‘berjalan’) – Makaw (pronounce as Ma-Cau)
10. Go back (in Malay –‘Pulang’) – Pulek (pronounce as Pul-ek)

Okay, I think that's it for now. More will be posted next. If anything u want to know more, just list em for me, and I’ll translate it for ya.

Regards,

JS