20.3.11

nothing personal ... just simple thoughts

It's very cold tonight. As usual, I'm all alone at the living room. After satisfying myself with some great movies, I thought thats it.

Been sometimes I never wrote to this blog, just a few quotes to share with. I couldn't barely interpret what's on my mind all this while since I might get loose by my own emotion, so I just thought to have a break. Maybe just to lose something up, perhaps I say to settle down everything that tangle my mind all this long.

Yep, sometime life doesn't seem so smooth as planned, but if it was, we might easily get bored. We need some surprise or I say some KICK to wake us up from our own world. Let say to remind ourself that we're not alone to build all of the memory on this world.

Sometimes, when I looked back of all the things that being filmed inside my brain, people would say, you might regret them. But for me, I never thought it would be a regret or a disappointment, but I would say it was more as a lesson that we have to learn to be  a better human being. That is what life is.

No one can turn back history. No one can fix what has been done. But, remember we can change the future. We can change the result from negative to positive aftermath. We control the result if we believe we could. No one will change our fate if we don't want to break the glass.

JS


9.3.11

Listen....

Listen, to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete
Listen to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release

Oh, the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

You should have listened, there is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh, I'm screaming out and my dreams will be heard
They will not be pushed aside on words
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but I will complete

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own, my own