why?

The situation becomes worse. I didn’t expect it would be like this. Am I a bad person? Am I not a good friend? Am I always thinking about myself? I don’t really sure. I try as much as I could not to hurts anyone feeling. I try not to be a burden to others just because I am around them. I don’t want just because of me they have to be someone else. I don’t want that I am the reason why they turn their face back off me. I don’t want any of that. People would say, why should you care of these things? I don’t know, seriously I don’t have any accurate answer to entertain that question. I hope that it would not end up worse. 

Kipas Susah Mati!

gmbr ni xde kene mengene dgn post, saje je aku letak

Mengadu domba, tu la peribahasa yg aku nk citer sket hr ni.

Minggu ni mmg seswai sgt la aku cter psl ni sbb, pergh! Org yg mmpunyai sikap mengadu domba ni mmg la xleyh blah. Sakit ati pn ade, smpi nk bg penampo pn bleh gak tp nsb bek waras lg. huh!

Klu yg buta huruf tu, mngadu domba tu bkn nye ko g ngadu kt memane pakcik bomba k, tp mksdnye ko tu mengada2 suke jadi tukang report kt bos ko. Klu tym skool dlu, kaki report cikgu r. Slalu yg suke mgadu domba ni mmg kipas ssh mati r. Pijak semut pn xmati aku ckp kau. So elok2 r sket kt org cmni.

De la 2/3 org kat opis aku ni yg mmg menjadikn peribahasa ni sbg matlamat hidup die. Kadang2 geram gak r sbb xpsl2 org2 spt aku ni la yg menjadi mangsa. Pdhal, da mmg ketare dierng ni la yg xwat kije. Alahai hidup… alahai nasib… Sbr je la, sepandai2 ko melompat terer lagi aku melompat… aduyai manusia!

Rainy effect for Blogspot

Hujan ooo hujan~

I successfully created a rainy emotion to my blog yesterday. And I’m so glad I made it!

The rainy effect that I got from this blog is very useful and there are lots of effects that you can check out on the blog. They also teach you how to put it on your blogspot, and it really helps me!

Ok, how I put the rainy effect as the background of my blog?

Firstly, go to Design and click on the Edit HTML.

Find the following text line.

Copy and paste twice of the coding, exactly below the highlighted text line.

Then, edit the following line into the existing rainy code that you copied from the previous link.

Then save the template. Voila, it’s done!

Rambut sama hitam, tp hati nya~

Byk intipati hidup nak aku cerita kn. Tp jari jemari aku mcm stuck atau dlm erti kata puitisnya, kaku. Kaku sbb bkn takut utk berbicara atau segan utk meluahkan, tp kaku dek kesejukan aircond kt ofis aku ni ha. Ekeke!

Ape yg aku nk cerita kn utk posting kali ni? Dlm ligat kepale aku berpikir, ade ke org nk bace posting mngarut aku ni? Huhu… Kenyataan mmg memilukan tp tujuan posting ni bkn utk tatapan org, tp sbnrnya skdr tmpt aku melepaskn batuk di tgga. Ehe, mcm pelik lak bunyinye. Posting2 ni sume sekadar aku nk meluahkn perihal suka duka aku lalui sbg perantau di bumi Allah ni.

Kali ni posting aku berkisar pade satu peribahasa…. ‘Byk org, byk ragam’. Lepas raya ni mmg byk org aku jmp, dgn perangai yg pelik2 belaka. Bak kate mak aku, die slalu pesan… walau rmbut ko hitam same dgn org2 len, hati tetap len…. Btul mak, pesan tu aku jadikan azimat di kala aku sendiri melalui liku2 hidup di tanah org. Ragam manusia mmg pelbagai, smpikan aku xsngka ada jgk org rupe itu ye. Sesungguhnya, ape2 yg kite lakukan, biarlah ikhlas hendaknya. Sbb klu kite ikhlas, kesannya begitu mendalam kt org2 yg kite tolong tu. Tp klu kite xikhlas, org jd tkt nk mtk tolng kt kite, sbb kite da sombong dan takbur dgn ape yg kite ade. Ingtla, ape yg kite ade skrg, semuanya milik Allah swt.

Fikir2 kn lah… Sebagai ikhtibar dan ingatan utk aku jgk…