why?

The situation becomes worse. I didn’t expect it would be like this. Am I a bad person? Am I not a good friend? Am I always thinking about myself? I don’t really sure. I try as much as I could not to hurts anyone feeling. I try not to be a burden to others just because I am around them. I don’t want just because of me they have to be someone else. I don’t want that I am the reason why they turn their face back off me. I don’t want any of that. People would say, why should you care of these things? I don’t know, seriously I don’t have any accurate answer to entertain that question. I hope that it would not end up worse.