I think this time...
I reached the lowest point of my life...
I never thought that i feel so useless like this...
I never feel that i am alone like this...
like before, i still have family...
but now... seems like...
i'm on my own
i feel so empty...
i never feel like this before...
i think i can count on my finger how many times i smile, laughing so freely like before
none of it seems exist in my life now...
what i displayed to people were just fake...
deep down, God knows...
