A nice post

Yesterday was tiring. It’s not that I got lots of work, but it’s really boring. Well, it’s Monday and everybody not totally in mood to do things.

So, what I did was open up my yahoo messenger and then yeah! Chatting! It’s been a while I didn’t online my YM cuz I don’t want to be bothered by the incoming pm. It doesn’t mean that I’m annoyed just it’s typically me, when I focusing on my work, I will put full commitment on it.

Then I chit chatting with some of my friends and one of them was my ex-housemate in campus, Zai. We talked a lot of things and we flashed back all the memories we shared together when we’re housemate. And upon all the moment we shared, there are always ups and downs. ;)

There once a great hurdle which really challenge me, Zai and my ex-roommate that time, Susan. We totally broke up, which we’re really really desperate to buy some stuff that we need. We share our money together to buy foods and we ate together. We bought a meal for one and we shared for three. For others, it maybe not enough to satisfy the hunger, but because we love each other, we always satisfied to whatever we had.  There was a time when we have to eat just plain rice and fried ikan masin (salted fish) because we got nothing left. It was so sad but we never complaint and never given up.

Despise the entire obstacle that we faced, we found a whole-souled-relationship that I can’t ever find any more nowadays. Zai and I shared the same thoughts. When we getting mature, our life become meaningless since we not really appreciate it with our friends but we just too busy to be happy all by ourselves. Isn’t selfish? There’s no more sincerity in whatever we done, and it’s just pathetic.

I really missed those days. I really missed my whole-hearted friends. 


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